Hi @Ridohllah,
Thanks for sharing your experiences. I would like to welcome to this community and hope you can find the support you need in here. I am sorry that you have found it such a struggle to get a job, but know that there are many here that have felt the same. It’s great that you have formed your own community where you support each other and can talk openly about it with some people you can trust to not be judgemental.
There is a thread here about how to approach dating and new relationships: Dealing with the diagnosis in a relationship. Perhaps this might be useful for you.
Thank you again for sharing your story,
Thomas