Dear @IWillBeCured,
Thank you for your kind words and sorry to hear about your struggles. The forum is set up for you to find out more and certainly there are no silly questions if you are genuinely curious to understand Hep B. Also, know that this will get easier over time and that others have gone through this same journey (see previous threads: How are you doing?: What it means to live with HBV, How have you dealt with discrimination because of your HBV status?, Mental Health resources)
Hope this helps and have a wonderful Christmas,
Thomas